I didn't reach it all at once; rather, it was like a slow noose creeping around my neck with no way to escape.
Last week I was diagnosed with high blood pressure (like, WOAH we might need to get you to the ER high blood pressure). Combined with several other stresses and mental fractures, I decided I need help... more help than a blog-diary can give me.
So I reached out to two good resources, and I set an appointment with a counselor. I think more tough decisions are coming, but this is a good start. It's time to get a hold of this Ennui.
For now... I'm going to do some writing and listen to BB King Blues Greatest Hits [Full Album 2015] - BB King Blues Best Songs 2015.